Scarlet Letter

1 year

2010-10-13T10:17:00.001+08:00

hello blogspot!! :)

its been 1 year i havent open this blog!LOL

addicted

2009-11-01T16:45:00.001+08:00

thank you blogspot for all the services u gave but NOW i'm moving on to tumblr.

here's my url:

http://califragilisticexpialidocious.tumblr.com/

Thank you

2009-10-30T02:18:00.002+08:00

your words felt like a knife.thank you

these scars will stay forever.thank you

i will never forgive you.thank you

i’m grateful that i’m not part of your life anymore.thank you

you walked out of my life.thank you

You empty out my love until it’s all gone.thank you

We were always meant to say goodbye.thank you

My wish is coming true erase the memory of your face.thank you

there’s no more you and i.thank you

i’ve torn you out of my heart.thank you

move along i am now.thank you

come back

2009-10-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

please come back.i miss you so much.please dont treat me this way....

:'(

switch

2009-10-20T14:17:00.000+08:00

HELLO TUMBLR!!! :D

why oh why?

2009-10-16T10:20:00.006+08:00

If you read this I just wanna say that I'm sorry if my confession hurt you or you feel another way round.You know I never meant to hurt you but these past few days,why u act like this?why you're doing this "kindly unspoken" to me?for your information,i feel so damn badly hurt by your act.if you got problems,just tell me.already remind you please be honest with me.ouhh and thanks to you yesterday i've cancelled my plans with him because of you.definitely you would be happy right if you knew!?.

i dont understand you anymore.am i nothing to you now? or you already feel bored with me?.just tell me.doesnt matter rather than this silence.although in the end i would be bleeding inside.

i know i'm not the best for you but just please stop treating me like this.if this still continues,i'm sorry i guess we just have to be ........
i couldn't even say the word but i think thats the best way.i cant keep hurting.enough of me getting hurt for 4 years straight.and i wish not from you.but it already happened. ;'(

Right now,i feel like one minute it's love and suddenly it's like a small battlefield.

This is not my thinking too much words.This is what i felt deep inside me.

when he's just not that into you

2009-10-15T12:31:00.003+08:00

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up.If a guy..punches you he likes you.Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.Every movie we see,every story we're told implores us to wait for it,the third act twist,the unexpected declaration of love,the exception to the rule.But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we dont learn how to read the signs.How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't,the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy,maybe...it's you,on your own picking up the pieces and starting over,freeing yourself up for something better in the future.Maybe the happy ending is..just..moving on.Or maybe the happy ending is this,knowing after all the broken-hearts,through the blunders and misread signals,through all the pain and embarrassment,you never gave up hope.

everything alright

2009-10-13T00:34:00.001+08:00

all things turn back to normal

me likey

xoxo

gasps

2009-10-11T11:45:00.002+08:00

i never thought you confess to me about it today.please dont feel regret and dont feel down.it's okay we can still be friends.u're a great person as far as i known you.i like to be friends with you.
and im glad to know you.

=D

gone for awhile

2009-10-10T19:19:00.002+08:00

talking to u at 3 am today makes me feel okay a bit although our conversation just normal.although the memories are came back alive but i dunno,it seems like its gone for awhile when i talk to you.

thanks for make me laugh a bit.
<3

thoughts when it comes to you

2009-10-08T14:43:00.003+08:00

Oh dear, what can I say?.I'm high here, up and spinning away.From a kiss of a thrill to be filled.Can someone hear me?

I've never been so insecure of what I know.I've gotta figure it out, I need a story to tell.Feel it coming in the air.I can hear the screams from everywhere,I'm addicted to the thrill but it's a dangerous love affair,i know i can't be scared when it goes down when the times come.

Life's a game but it's not fair,I break the rules so I don't care,So I keep doing my own thing just walking tall against the rain.........

zankk you

2009-10-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

thanks for making me smile today when i'm feeling down.

xoxo

gotta figure this out

2009-10-04T18:15:00.003+08:00

I separated my heart from my head to feel out what's inside.I don't like what I see, so I say good night.
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming in color,black and white is not my friend.Candy coated figures hold me in my bed and I've never been so deep inside a shadow cause I know it's not okay to make you felt that way.To make you wonder why should I talk about the others to you.All I can say is I'm sorry.Truly I am.I felt really bad and guilty cause I think I realise I didnt understand what you felt enough when we talked bout this.

sorry :'(

indeed true

2009-10-04T12:44:00.001+08:00

mei said that insecurity,relationships number one killer!

i agree with you 110%

Nothing you do can change my mind

2009-10-03T14:54:00.003+08:00

The more i learn,
The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you

more than that

2009-10-02T23:54:00.004+08:00

two things i've learnt today

trust and honest are most important in relationships.doesnt matter in friendship,love and etc....

to whom it may concern,i love your honesty and glad that you're trust me.

xoxo

finale

2009-10-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

another 3 papers to go

gambateh!!!

please tell me why

2009-10-01T00:02:00.003+08:00

why u're not being yourself today?have i done something wrong to you?hurt your feelings?if i did,i'm sorry.i dont even realise it.or is it something bothering you?u could tell me.please dont deny about this.i know so you arent okay.i dunno why am i saying this.maybe i miss u so much and expects the usual treat but i didnt get it today or maybe im just thinking too much??

i dont even know....

please dont be like this.i dont like it very much.

:'(

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-19T12:51:00.002+08:00

to everyone i wished selamat hari raya in advance.
forgive me if i hurt you guys.
come to my open house
will informed later
xoxo
XD

Gift of a friend

2009-09-19T12:35:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own
When you realize
The world comes to life
And everything's right
From beginning to end
When you have me as your friend
Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
There through the highs and the lows
Someone to count on, someone who cares
I'm by your side no matter what happens
And when your hope crashed down
Shattering to the ground
You feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you
Dont be afraid,You're not alone
I'm here for you...

this post i dedicated to my bestfriend,MEI.
i hope this post will cheer u up.XD
friendship for freaking 12 years!
ngor hou sek ley <3

runnin thru my cheeks

2009-09-13T20:41:00.002+08:00

buka puasa just now i had cosy house chicken chop.veryy yummy since it's been ages i havent ate it.suddenly i stare at the food.i was in flash back mood.after awhile,i said to mama and papa.

me:teringat arwah tok ayah.
mama:why?
me:sebab arwah tok dulu,kalau dtg kl mesti nak chicken chop.chicken chop was his favourite.
*suddenly teardrops runnin thru my cheeks*
papa:sedekah al-fatihah to him okay.

yes,i do miss arwah tok ayah.he always makes me feel comfortable.very concern about my studies.always lighten up the mood with his laughter in the house(my kampung).likes to make jokes but now,all of that are gone.just memories in my head......

HUBBA HUBBA

2009-09-08T20:10:00.003+08:00

Meet Alec(The Volturi Guard)

*my heart already go boom boom*

nothing else i can say

2009-09-05T20:54:00.001+08:00

hiatus

2009-09-04T17:13:00.002+08:00

away from blogging awhile.

need to reorganize everything!

p/s:i miss you,you here,you there!

why do i feel like this?

2009-09-03T12:23:00.003+08:00

i felt guilty.i dont even know why.should i or shouldnt i?

fin

2009-09-01T11:58:00.002+08:00

after all teardrops been spilling out,finally i have find happiness within me.

thank you for make me laugh and smile.

=D

fallin for you

2009-08-29T16:41:00.003+08:00

i dont know if you read this post but if you do i just want to tell you that deep down inside of me saying that i like you but i ignore it cuz i wasnt so sure my feelings towards you and i was thinking maybe i should keep this to myself and waiting til i know you better since we known each other just quite recently.i'm trying not to tell you and show it infront of you cuz i really scared of what you will say.but now i really really tired of holding this inside my head. yes i do really really like you.

seriously i felt bad and very guilty about how i treat you these past few days.i'm sorry too for making you felt that way.truly i am!!

i think i better stop writting now as my teardrops already fallin. T__T

hearts to be unbroken

2009-08-27T00:53:00.002+08:00

all i need from you is to be honest with me.quit playing games.hiding the truth and let me feelin like this.please i'm begging you.it's been enough for me suffocating after all these years from complications matter.u make me cry after i knew something about you.and i dont even know why i'm crying.cuz i'm not supposed to feel like this.or maybe i should?im really2 unsure of that.if you have so many choices go ahead play the games with them but dont include me.you dont know what bullshit i've been through all these years.my heart are just about to heal and suddenly this???

i just dont know what to say anymore,you've made me speechless...

*despite the fact that men are really really fools*

right here right now

2009-08-26T11:11:00.005+08:00

confusion runnin thru my veins right now.confusion which leads me torn between two choices.these two choices have pro and cons.each have special and got very own unique.seriously i never thought that it could be so damn fast after what happened.i dunno why these days i've been thinking about this.i know i shouldnt thinking bout it so much.sighedd.in addition of all this,past few days i've been in flashback memories.

swing swing

2009-08-26T05:57:00.003+08:00

fuhh this week what can i tell y'all?hurmm ouh yeah,my friends and i were so damn damn busy to prepare the drama thing.wayy tooo many complications tho.hopefully it will turned well during performed it this Saturday.

plus i lost weight due to fasting!! XD.lost about 1 kg.happy enough.well it's only 5 days of fasting.huuuu.

what else should i update??ouhh yeaa,besides all of this,I'm stuck.stuck as in torn between two.sighed...i didn't expect to become like this after what happened in my life tho.nevertheless,I'mway slower.

the hardest I've tried,i know i cant quit.

restless,thoughts,wondering,missing = sleepless night.

2009-08-23T13:25:00.007+08:00

yesterday night was rough for me.rough as in i cant even slept.i dunno why or what is the reason.i never felt so restless and wondering like this.there's possibility of reasons why.my friend said maybe i missing someone or maybe i' m thinking too much of assignments and finals!?even my cuzzie said maybe i like someone thats why i cant slept.so true so false tho =.='

me,myself and i dont know which one of the reasons is really2 bothering me yesterday.thinking too much assignments and finals??ermm i dont think so.missing someone??hurmm could be yes and no.dunno.world record tho for the first time didnt talk to him.is it a test or what i do not know why he did it.but maybe just maybe yeah i miss talk to him despite the fact i deny it.goshh what is happening to me!?.do i like him or what?or is it just because of my hormones rushin through my whole body!?why oh why those feelings!?i guess it's just too soon too tell.i'm not 100% sure.i want to see how far it goes.

please talk to me again will you...

* use somebody by kings of leon would be perfectly what i felt right now*

If i close my eyes will you be there?

2009-08-20T19:35:00.003+08:00

this week i might say my life quite HECTIC!!assignments need to be done,driving,do chores and study.T__T

plus recently,i havent quite get enough of sleep.yeapp thx to msn and fb!!hahahaha :P

so far the role play for eng quite okay i guess.my group decided to do the phantom of the opera.yess people the famous form 2 literature novel.quite excited to play it tho.=D

so far my results for mid sem i've got is c++ programming.i've got B+ which is 73%.i'm so so grateful and it seems my effort study c++ the day before exam seems to satisfied me although i didnt expect to get a B+ for programming cuz seriously i thought i get a C-.for finals i would do my very best to get A+.

met ika at old town permata on tuesday.we update each other stories and GUESS WHAT!!!???
I HAVE BEEN FINED!!yess atas kesalahan parking di mana2 saja without paying.firstly i would like to defend myself.hahahahha.i didnt know that particular stupid parking lot have to pay.so yeahh x pasal2 kne 50 bucks.helllo 50 bucks!???bykk kott.mcm2 boleh beli.-.-'
sighedd well what to do it's past already.my parents x mrh sgt.hikhikhik.selamattt.fuhhh =D
so after this,i will bear in my mind and be alert whether the parking lot have to pay or not.

ermm what else??ouhh yeahh i think this week my life's been very interesting.very very very interesting.hahahahaha.only mei and jj knew what it was.=D

nad i will tell you later when u're not stressed out.i x nk disturb you since you've been busy and i can smell your tension is rising in your Adrenaline rush.keep calm,study smart and enjoy U life babe.

toodles from mua.

no suprises

2009-08-11T10:43:00.003+08:00

my mid semester exam was over!!yeayy!!

but still got assignment to do which is programming =.='
anyways,here what i can summarised about the exams tho.

C++: was okay,overall i can answer it.x sia2 tdo kul 2.30 am studying it.

Computer architecture: the logic gates damn it susah gler babeng.i cant remember it.well the basic tu i know la tp ni logic gates yg lg advance than spm level.=.='.16 marks dh melayang dh.:(
The essay im so happy to answer it.history computers and signed magnitude numbers.=D

Intro to IT:this paper was soo way better than comp architecture.just too many definiton and short essay to be written.

This one is for u my dear friend,NADIRA AKMEL

As i promise to you

meet Kamal Ariff,my braces buddy =D

Oppugno

2009-08-04T12:41:00.005+08:00

Q:how does it feels?
A:IT FEELS LIKE THIS....

I think its time for me to move on.gotta keep my head held high.no looking,thinking back even crossin' my mind about it.Somehow or someday,someone gotta go and i've decided to take step back.I'm so tired with flow of ur games after all these years.Your games that just got into really complicated and tangles up which i dont want to play anymore and leads me to confusion.The confusion where sometimes i do understand you and sometimes i dont.Have you ever wondered about how i feel?thinking about it?or even consider to work things make into uncomplicated for me to understand you?how you make me cried all this while? but you didnt realise that even worse no effort at all.

Please dont make me like one of your toys.You do make me feel like another stranger these days which brings me the teardrops.I'm a human being with feelings.just like you....wait..heck no....you didnt have feelings,sorry i forgot about that.You're just a human being with blurness inside.

I just realised,I'm so stupid fallin for you.when things get better for me,you just show up in flash which makes the memories comin back alive in my mind.this time that aint goin to happen after all the bullshit you put me through.I guess til this second,minute,hour and days,it never would have work out right.sighed.....

Looking at you makes it harder and harder for me.I guess we're meant to be friends.So hereby i want to tell you that I love you so enough and the best way now is to let you go........

shut it

2009-08-04T07:19:00.002+08:00

im in exam week people!!!yes mid sem exam.my friends and i were in state of mind the "OMG,cant believe its already mid sem".so i've got three days of exam only which is yesterday,Friday and Saturday.damn exam on Saturday??sighed....!anyways,yesterday paper was English language awareness and msian studies.

English paper were okay.the basic question like preposition,comprehension,simple present tense,fill in the blanks and essay.for essay we need to write the introductory for the topics given.yes just the introduction but need to include the general statement and thesis.i was like this is soo easy.no need to wrote longg essay like spm tho.

as for msian studies,objective and structure quite okay except for the essay!!=.='
the essay was a bit hard.i dunno what the crappin words i've wrote in the paper but the most important is the "isi-isi penting".

plus,i've got three days off from exam.=D
gave me more time to study c++,intro to IT and computer system organization & architecture.

each day

2009-07-27T15:53:00.002+08:00

i dunno sometimes i felt i lost interest in bloggin
rase cm super dee duper mlsss gler nk update
plus things change now....

yasmin ahmad

2009-07-26T02:50:00.002+08:00

may u rest in peace

al-fatihah

Bye bye roomates

2009-07-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

yes under circumstances,from now on I wont be staying at Shah Alam til after raya.

where I'm going to stay??

My home sweet home

this is just only temporary til my roomates and i find a new house.

I'm so gonna miss my sewel,ngot nget,kesengalan Roomates yg ku SAYANG iatu Ami,Azreen,Nadie and Fatin!!

lepas ni x leh dh kt sume berkumpul,gelak tawa same2,mkn same2 kat cafe(mesti mamak tu ckp pasni asl la group ni kurang satu orang?LOL),gossip same2,tido lewat same2,buat perangai yang sewel dan sengal!!hahahahaha.

p/s:

ami=jgn asyik gaduh ngan mok mok.pasni fiqa rindu ngan gelak ami yg comeyl tu.

azreen=hang jgn nak tension2 ngan zaf,jage pooh bear tu elok2.fiqa x leh dh kacau azreen tido.

nadie=pooh blaja c++ biar phm.if x phm ym je fiqa.

fatin=jgn asyik dok sms n gayut ngan fiq tu.hahahaha.suruh fiq tu study. :P

pastu fiqa nk ckp thank you kat korang sbb mendgr n etc.mintak maaf dr hujung rmbt ke hujung kaki.

syg korang!!xoxo

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

2009-07-19T16:09:00.004+08:00

Round one

went to mid valley with my fellow classmates.mc,murali,danny,jj,lin and i.had a blast with u guys.thx murali for belanje me.=D

Round 2

went to pavilion this time with my familia.had dinner inside the cinema.

i love this 6th installment!!

enough said

=D

c++

2009-07-15T13:14:00.000+08:00

i'm in the lab doing c++ programming while blogging

hehehehe

=D

countdown

2009-07-15T13:06:00.002+08:00

cant wait for harry potter and the half blood prince!!

plus this week its been hectic for me with assignments,quiz and etc etc.

andddddd cant wait to go home this weekend.i MISS my bed so much!!

Look What I've Found!!

2009-07-11T01:17:00.001+08:00

Cant believe his singing right??yeahh me too.

borednism

2009-07-09T13:24:00.002+08:00

hey peeps.im in cyber lab blaja bout excel.pfft boreddddd & im hungryyyy.cant wait to get out from here.

plus this lecturer is soo damn bored.doing all the long way sedangkn dh ade shortcut.

sighed.

toodles

crash & burn

2009-07-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

told ya so BITCHES!!

dont make a mess with me without no reasons

and now the three of you are paying the price.

Revenge of the fallen

2009-06-29T00:53:00.001+08:00

The best movie ever this year!!

Cant wait to see it again this Sunday! :D

werewolf are coming

2009-06-27T02:55:00.003+08:00

BRAND NEW JACOB BLACK!
ISNT HE HOT!?

A legend has gone

2009-06-26T19:17:00.005+08:00

I received call from mama early this morning but i cant picked it up since I'm in the middle of class.so then i called her back after my class is finished.mama just informed me that she will pick me up at 1 pm.then mama ckp "fiqa taw x michael jackson meninggal?at that moment,seriously I'm so shocked.suddenly my memory seems to be flashback.i remember it very well when we stayed at hillside melawati.during that time,I'm 6 years old.papa always sang MJ song especially "black and white" around the house with his dance move and I've been tagged along.LOL.i know it sounds embarrassing but it's one of my fav.childhood memory.

A legend in music industry has gone forever.Your music inspired people and made a huge impact all over the world.

May u rest in peace MJ!

p/s:Life is fragile,we have to live to the fullest

fun blast with dee

2009-06-17T22:49:00.003+08:00

2day im hanging out with dee.we went to pavilion with dee's car.both of us decided to watch movies since its been ages we haven't see movies

.

seriously that movie make us wanna puke.dee was nearly did it since she drank ice lemon tea during this one scene which is really really disgusted!!.
after that we ate our lunch and its time to hit the shops!!.hehehehe.a few stores we went,check out the clothes,shoes and accessories.dee was the one who shops for her U needs while i gave my opinion bout it.
and believe me,both of us have the same braces colour this month.i really didnt notice it until dee said to me.at the top and the bottom are shamrock and coral colour.both of us really LOL bout this cuz we're made our braces in the same clinic and orthodontic.so next appointment braces,kt buat lg ek dee.hahaha.
around 5.30 pm we head home.

p/s:dee,thx for listening bout what we talked bout.and i do hope u be strong and most important dont cry sampai migrain.cheer up kayh =D

stop it will ya'?

2009-06-16T21:43:00.002+08:00

just stop it..we barely know each other and suddenly u want to call me which mostly my bestfriend use it?who the hell are you??watafak la weii.beranchai doe.

and one thing please mind your own business.

she said ...

2009-06-14T23:06:00.001+08:00

don't ever say or put inside your head that PROGRAMMING is so damn HARD!!!

thinking

2009-06-11T13:33:00.001+08:00

nk kembali kerja di kumon atau tidak cuti ni??

hurmm ....

xcite

2009-06-10T22:57:00.001+08:00

holidays are about to start

enjoying while i still can

=D

Happy Birthday

2009-06-07T13:39:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Johan

May ur wish come true

&

Welcome to the 18th club!

when i ...

2009-06-07T13:31:00.001+08:00

I saw someone boyfriend picture

and it reminds me of someone

which is

Kadyr

cracking my head

2009-06-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

video x siap lg....

presentation and subject registration on Wednesday

after that

HOLIDAYS!!!!!

mOvIe MaNiA

2009-06-05T22:14:00.005+08:00

wanna watch these movies this month!

big hypocrite

2009-05-25T09:25:00.002+08:00

enough said that stop it with ur humongous hypocrite.i know what's going on and with ur expression when im not there.i've got lot of resources.here's the thing,there's no need you being jealous of me.this is all rezeki.rezeki is not decided by me.its decided by allah swt.everyone got their own rezeki.atau dh lupe study agame kat skola about this?seriously i felt sorry for you infact i laughed when i heard about this.

helllooooooo WAKE UP!!do u realise that u r acting such a "HIGH SCHOOL" kid?
cmon la wei,think matured.high school is soo damn over.

one more thing,dont judge people sedangkn u sendiri pun same mcm with what u wrote or said.but i guess u dont even realise it.

"siape makan cili die lah terase pedas".

mesmerize performance

2009-05-22T16:55:00.004+08:00

To me both of them are winners.this year finale was too close to call.At first i really cant predict who would win.Adam and Kris has the potential to be a reprise of last year, when David Archuleta appeared to outduel David Cook but then lose to cook.

The winner as you all know is Kris Allen. For me he sound good and was okay.
Although in my opinion,Adam Lambert should win because of his performance is always consistent and deliver variety of song with his own way through entire show.

we'll see what happens next to both of them

<3 ADAM LAMBERT!

torn between two

2009-05-13T12:27:00.002+08:00

i know its my fault for not listening your advise.and this is what i get.guess its a lesson for me.and now im really really torn between two U which i consider its the best.if u were me which U will u enter?choice one:offer foundation,choice two:diploma!!??

please get rid attitude of yours

2009-05-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

weii tlg arrr buang jauh² perangai ko tu yg nk dengki or x puas hati dgn org?x mendatangkn kebaikkan pun to yourself.

Sweet Sixteen

2009-05-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

2day went to pavi with mama,qies,and hyqal cuz its hyqal bday.yeap2 my lil bro has turn sweet sixteen yaww.so basically went to pavi searching for his bday present.i gave him billabong sling bag.mama,papa and qiestina gave him reebok shoes,socks and a basketball.during lunchtime,makcu,haziq and haris came along to celebrate.sblum masuk nandos,i heard like someone calling my name,so mencari2 la sape nyer suare.hahaha tgk2 it's mysara and lyana.so we chit chat a bit.and qayyum was there too.im surprised gosh qay skrang dh kurus weii.thumbs up to him.so went back to nandos,order n finish up the food.so bler nk dkat blah tu,ternmpk la seorg pemude ni.dlm hati berkate,cm familiar je mamat ni tp dimane ek?haha skali bler tgk btul2,it was krol.i talked to him and the rest and went back.

to mysara,gonna miss you n gd luck for ur study!wish u all the best =D

&

to my dear brother faliq hyqal

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!!!

What's wrong with my heart?

2009-05-10T11:38:00.002+08:00

When I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.

orientation days

2009-05-09T21:54:00.001+08:00

i haven't told u guys bout my orientation days @ MSU.so here goes nothing:

28 Apr 09
woke up 6.15 am.took shower and pray.at 8.55 am my dad amik at my hostel as he got work to do at klang.reach at msu by 9 am.went to theatre hall.luckily the orientation just began as i entered.bler tgk tu,hermm students yg masuk ni leh kire pakai jari je sbb x ramai pun.dlm 20 org je.we introduced our self,where are we from and what course we take to mr syam.after that we all have to shift from theatre hall to student centre at block c.so basically at there,we have abg faris and kak shahira as our facilitator during orientation.later all of us split into groups according number.so when we already divided into groups,abg faris asked us to name our group according to the names of woman who were contributed to the world or dlm bidang masing2 yg sgt successful.group 1 which is my group,we named kimora lee Simmons.the reason why is bcuz she is successful in fashion world,entrepreneur.group 2 is Oprah Winfrey.group 3 is Hillary Clinton and group 4 is mother Theressa.after that,as normal la if orientation mesti ade ldk(latihan dlm kumpulan).lps dh buat tu,take a tour jap around campus then back to student centre cuz of ade briefing about library.times running out,x sedar plak dh kul 12.so gy la lunch di kedai dlm campus.i met lian kin and ameet.those two are in my faculty information science engineering.in short form FISE.lian kin a.k.a lion king is from subang jaya while ameet from ipoh,perak.later we hit to counseling and communication department cuz lion king and i wanna meet our counselor.ameet came along with us.while we waiting for our counselor who's away for lunch,chandran came.chandran from seremban.and he's in my faculty.at 2 pm,we went back to student centre as our lunch break was over.as soon four of us arrived,all of us went for faculty briefing.met mr adam and fill up the survey form.at 4pm all of us supposedly dgr what is KLAS 2008.tp dlm kul 5.30 br start due to technical difficulties.basically KLAS 2008 ni utk pelajar msu sahaje.dlm KLAS 2008 ni ade notes lecturer,journal,article,e-library and etc.one hour has passed and we all went back home.

29 Apr 2009
haa pd hari rabu ni lak,housemate and i jln kaki for the first time.mak aii jgn ckp arr.mmg jauh tmpt tinggal ktorg and U.took us bout 20 mins nk sampai.ditambah pulak ngan matahari terik,panas x terkate.as usual the fresh student gather at student centre utk mendengar briefing segala mcm.after that,ktorg gy theatre hall.masuk2 je bdak2 ptpl dh ade.tup tup tup ktorg sume kne dgr ceramah bout social life yg amat teruk.hermm phm2 je la ape topiknyer.selesai sudah ceramah itu,housemate n gue gy mamam.went to student centre back preparing performance and balik sudey.

30 Apr 2009

around 8.30 pm went to student centre we all practise our group performances.after that,got briefing with acc department.regarding ptptn or watever financial aid n etc.12 pm ate lunch went back to student centre and we all LOL cuz ameet making jokes about processing juices from lion king sweat according to the color of his shirt which is orange.gross isnt it??LOL.around 2 pm we got another briefing from registrar and admin.at 3.30 pm group masing2 membuat persembahan.sume best2.lps tu pe lg chow ar memandangkn kami mendpt cuti selama 4 hari. =D

FIN

*srry lmbt update psl orientation.busy ngan class and jarang on9.act ade byk lg utk dicter tp ni kirenyer summary.

break a leg

2009-05-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

i got cuti from my campus.starting from thursday evening til today.2morrow im heading back to my campus.on friday and saturday went to pavilion with my mom,sis and my aunt.of course we do what all girls do.shopping!!hahaha.meanwhile yesterday,my family and i went to mid valley megamall.lame gak x gy situ.rasenyer dlm 2 years x gy situ.the reason nape gy situ sbb qiestina nk tgk dinosaur and monsters exhibition.while mama,papa and qies round dlm tu.hyqal and i went to gsc bought movie tickets.we watched x-men origin:wolverine.time lunch we all ate japanese cuisine at the food court.so 1.30 pm bermule la cter tu.after ktorg hbs around 4 pm,met mama,papa and qiestina at gelato fruity.tgk2 mase ktorg tgk movie,dieorg gy shopping.haha tu pun sume nyer baju qiestina.so we ate ice cream masing2 and head home.

2day,hahaha hectic day i might say.awal2 lagi dh bgn sbb nk gy bank and settle things up.around 2 pm,met jo and dee at klcc.bler dh sampai tu,tgk2 ade 2 org lelaki yg mmg ku tidak kenali.hahaha tp dee knal la dieorg.both of them name amir.at first i thought eyh kembar ke dieorg ni?hahaha tgk2 bukan pun.name je same.tp senang nk bezekn,sorang panggil amir sorang lagi lummpy.dats what his nickname.so ktorg pun tgk la movie.nk taw movie ape?hahaha lagi skali gue tgk x-men.hahaha x pe la.cter tu mmg best pun.dlm wayang tu johan x hbs2 tanye ape jd lps ni lps tu.hahaha i said to him tgk je la pe jadi!.amir dh gelak2.so the movie finished at 4.15 pm,lps tu we all gy gelato fruity.hahah again i ate ice cream.yummmy gelato fruity ice cream!!.then gy a&w sbb dee nk mkn waffel.huhuhu.so dok situ hbs kn ice cream and waffles den blah dr tmpt tu dgn menaiki kete dee.heee =D.hantar lummpy kat setiawangse,den jln2 jap ngan dee and jo.den berakhir la cuti ku.esk dh kne masuk campus.class start kul 9.

dats all for now.

=D

unsangkerable running thru my veins

2009-05-01T23:09:00.004+08:00

SEMAKAN KEPUTUSAN PERMOHONAN
KEMASUKAN PELAJAR KE IPTA
LEPASAN SPM/SETARAF
SEMESTER 1 SESI 2009/2010

NO. KAD PENGENALAN/MYKAD	:	91xxxxxxxxxx
NAMA	:	SYAHIRAH AFIQAH BINTI MOHAMMAD ZA'ED

TAHNIAH! Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut:
KOD	:	E2810
NAMA PROGRAM PENGAJIAN	:	DIPLOMA SAINS KOMPUTER
IPTA	:	UiTM - UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA (UiTM)

i never thought,cant imagine and very unsangkerable that i would get it into ipta due to my spm results yg x terer sgt.maybe mama right,its rezeki.syukur alhamdulillah i get the course that i choosed but i will decline it when i get the offer letter soon.the reason why i decline it is because kasi la kpd org yg x dpt masuk.this has indeed proven that my results are qualified to enroll in ipta and ipts.my parents are very proud of me and indeed both of them cried a bit.i will not let them down after this.i will succeed in my study and make my whole family proud of me.

to those who get into ipta and get the course what u guys want,congratulations and gd luck in ur study.to those who didnt get,dont feel upset and give up.there's still a chance for you to study out there.cheer up and its not the end of the world.

this is only just a beginning.

1st day at MSU

2009-04-27T18:24:00.004+08:00

hey peeps.neway i just want to update that my 1st day at MSU was a bit okay and a bit tired.tired sbb pindah brg2 sme masuk hostel.my housemate okay la kut.hahaha hope nnt later2 ktorg get along.heh maklum la org baru en.sy ni pemalu and x biase ngan org yg gue x knal.hostel??hermm okie la.stakat nk tido je en tp haha mak aii panas weii sbb katil double decker.ouh well dh name pun hostel en.hurmm 2day supposed ade orientation tp cancelled.so esk im having orientation.

im starting to miss my home,friends and definitely kumon.hahaha.rindu la tgk bdak2 kecik tu buat worksheet.to kumon teachers,i wish u guys gd luck with the charity and recognition day.if sempat on 17 may i'll come tu pun if ade transport.insyaallah.

about on9,i might hiatus for awhile since notebook pun x de lg.im counting on cc.so if lmbt reply tu im so sorry.

to my friends yg pergi matrix or U nnt,i wish u guys gd luck and study smart.keep in touch always.hope someday we meet again.=D

guess thats it from mua.i will update my blog soon.

xoxo

its official

2009-04-22T12:50:00.009+08:00

hey wassup u guys.its been so long i x update my blog.busy schedule i might say.anyways im leaving soon which is next week,monday,27 apr to management science university located at section 13,shah alam.ouhh yes it's really quite far from w.maju.seriously im excited but sedih at the same time cuz i've never been away from home.im so gonna miss my home,my life here,my friends,my bed,kumon especially those kids that i've known not to mention the teachers there also like mee,marlia,ziq,renee and lain2 lagi.

i found very weird these past few days cuz suddenly qiestina(my lil cute annoying sis,hahaha)hug me all the time.cuz trust me,before dis die jarang buat cmtu.yelling,screaming,sepahkn my room with her toys,berebut tv channel tu yg die slalu buat.ouh well dh name pun adik beradik en.huhuhu.i think she knows that i'm leaving.im going to miss her tho.

since i know this week is my last day to hang out with my friends.wednesday,thursday and friday i hang out with them.
like today,i went for lunch with alan at great eastern.boy,i never thought that both of us would talked about relationships,high school and etc.while we ate our lunch,alan received call from fikri.haha lame gak x ckp ngan die.so i talked to him about im leaving soon and etc.he said he would visit me.hahaha ye la tu fikri.otw alan send me home,im listening to one of his song that he composed.mmg best lagu tu. =D.im glad to hear it.

so around 5.30 pm,i went to naddiekimie house sbb nk lepak at nz.ktorg jln kaki then otw tu nmpk ikwn.so ikwn pun join ktorg skali.so bler dh sampai,ade org called my name.then tgk2 it was yunus,cae,faris and alan.LOL.about 10 minutes later,nzmi and jo came.ikwn had to leave sbb die nk jogging.so mostly we talked about what happen with our life sme.kat mane all of us nk pursue study masing2.20 minutes later,dee came.the reason die lmbt sbb cr parking.haha.anyways dee,congrats cuz u passed ur jpj test.bler dee arrived,faris,cae and alan were leaving.they say farewell and gd luck to me.actually patutnyer ade man,hakim and krol but dieorg x dpt dtg.its okay guys.hope someday we'll meet.

at 7pm,all of us head home.dee was the driver.im so proud of you dee.bgs dh leh bwk kete.pasni leh arr jln2.huhuhu.

i had a blast today.thx friends for making my day full of laughter.

my boy

2009-04-10T22:33:00.002+08:00

i want to go to DAVID ARCHULETA'S SHOWCASE!!!!!!!!!!!

if x dpt tickets die x pe

the most IMPORTANTE is see him in person infront of my eyes!!!!

thats all i ever wanted!!

hypocrite

2009-04-09T21:19:00.003+08:00

i do really hate hypocrite people!!!

p/s: i know your dirty little secret Missy Hypocrite

true colors

2009-04-07T12:33:00.002+08:00

now i truly know the true colors of yours.i never thought that you would that to me.talking crap behind my back like i didnt know all this while.go ahead increase your sins because i dont really care what you said about me.at least i am not pretending and just being myself unlike you.seriously if you really dont like me,just be honest,its fine with me because i got lots people who really care about me. you really dont have things to do is it?.go talking crap behind people back just to spicy things up like your life are so perfect.my advice to you bitchy,go look at yourself at the mirror.are you so good enough to judge us?
i felt sorry for you because you will never change being a jerk and really really pathetic.in the end,you will lose everyone after they know what kind of person you are.

5 words gotta say

2009-04-01T18:03:00.000+08:00

friends do come and go

.......hectic .......

2009-03-31T18:39:00.003+08:00

sighed

work work work

cm x de life aje.

x de mase on weekdays nk lepak bersame kwn².

weekends saje yg free.

so??

conclusion nyer?

i'm free on weekends

al-fatihah

2009-03-29T14:08:00.005+08:00

al-fatihah to arwah dr haliza & dr amin.my pediatrician doctors.may their soul rest in peace.
it's a big lost for my siblings and i.

:'(

i wished

2009-03-18T10:01:00.002+08:00

i wished that i could turn back time to fix the damages that i've done

i wished that i could be strong to face and live my life

i wished that i could make things right

i wished that i can be reborn so that i wont lead disappointment in anyone

i wished that i can make my family proud of me

i wished that i can erase all mistakes that i've done

i wished that i study hard and bring joy to the family

i wished that i never felt regret about my past

i wished that i can take back my words for all what i have said that makes anyone felt hurt

i wished that i say sorry for not trying so hard to my beloved ones

i wished that i can say sorry to whom i disappoint them so much

i wished that i can heal the wounds they felt inside

i wished that i could change their perspective towards me

i wished the old of me is dead

i wished that i can be a better person and makes them happy

i wished that anyone can understands me how am i feeling right now

the day before the doomsday!!

2009-03-11T22:09:00.008+08:00

so,2day i decided to hang out with my friends.konon cm nk release anxiety of getting results.hahaha.we(mysara,dewi,hafiz,qay,jo and i)went to klcc for our lunch.

say straight a's!!

afterwards,we head to pavilion to watch movie.when we got there,we really dunno what movie to watch cuz there's a lot of new movie.and with spontaneous,we decided to watch:

krol join us later cuz die bgn lmbt.heh typical boys :P and we met sarah who work there.
anyways,seriusly guys, u have to watch this movie.mmg shott and funny gler.and u will find urself cursing thru entire movie cuz thats what we did.LOL.so check it out guys.it's really² funny.

after the movie, gee and fariq join us and we head to red box.KARAOKE TIME!!!!seriusly thats the first time i ever enter red box.and its fun okay.we sang all kinds of song here's what i can remember(x ikut susunan):

beyonce-halo
katy perry-hot and cold
aly and aj-potential break up song
agnes monica- matahariku
the cranberries-zombie
mariah carey-we belong together
mariah carey-one sweet day
faith hill-there you'll be
mas idayu-sengol sengolan
mas idayu-cinta 100%
ifa raziah-ser ser ser
ella-rama rama
ezlynn-hye hye bye bye
ziana zain-puncak kasih
abba-mamma mia
kris dayanti-mencintaimu
d'massive-cinta ini membunuhku
lily allen-smile
lily allen-the fear
pink-so what
britney spears-womanizer
britney spears-circus
britney spears-gimme more
ungu-cinta dalam hati

i tink thats all the song that we sang.byk gak arr.LOL :P.we sang til the top of our lungs like we dont even care about about taking results altho we do care actually.later we went forever 21 just to check out the clothes,food court bought some snacks and we head home.seriusly i had a blast 2day although sume tgh cuak thinking about 2morro. thx guys for making my day =D

gd luck to all spm candidate 2008.

P & futsal day

2009-03-08T15:59:00.005+08:00

it's been 4 days i x update blog.nk kate lazy pun ade gak.

friday,6 march 2009

P license
i got driving test at imkeda cheras.this is my second time i took the test since the first one i failed at bukit.haha nervous nyer psl.ouhh well nvm la.failed test kete ni happens to everyone pun.noo biggie at all.tp still duit melayang arr.sooo,at 6 am i woke up since aunty som said at 7 am buat warm up b4 test tu but x buat pun sbb x sempat.=.=" =.="
i met 2 new friends.zaahira and atiqah.turn out that zaahira knew nadira and fatin since they went to the same school b4.
at 7.30 am ktorg gerak.bler dh sampai,turn out x ramai pun amik test like on wednesday.ktorg tunggu tester dtg.leh katekn in 20 minutes gak la.so finally at 9.25 am tester sume dh sampai.turn out kat track tu sume tester pompuan.sume cuak gler baban.phm2 je la nape ye.at 9.32 am i began my test.my biggest fear of course bukit.syukur alhamdulillah i pass the test.huhuhu happy sgt2.soo this tuesday i got my license.hehehe =D
to all my friends yg amik upcoming driving test,i wish u guys good luck.

Futsal
finally main gak futsal.fila was the organiser.lame gler kot x main.the players: i,alia,dee,fila,umie,mysara,lyana,syahir,faris,qay,krol and nazmi.tp somehow the game mcm x de sparks like it used to b4.hermm maybe sbb lame sgt x main plus ramai yg x de.but it's okay at least we all have fun. :).

p/s:damn result 12 march.cuakkkkkkkkk sgttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!

blast bowling day

2009-03-04T22:58:00.007+08:00

yesterday got called from jo ajak gy main bowling at flamingo hotel which is 2day.he invited me,dee,gee,mee,fila,nad and alia but under circumstances mee,fila,nad and alia cant go.to me it's a bit frustrating la sbb lame en x gather ramai2.tp x pe lps ni leh lg hang out.huhuhu =D.bout 3.30 pm jo n i heading to flamingo hotel.bler dh sampai situ,tgk² penuh gler baban.so decide gy ampang point since gee dh ade kat situ. otw nk gy ampang point seb baik jumpe dee tgh crossing nk gy flamingo if x sian kne patah balik.neway ktorg chit chat for awhile.den decide nk gy nandos since dee and jo x mkn lg.gue ni teman je la dieorg since dh mkn kat rumah.time mkn2 tu ckp la psl kehidupan masing2 n etc.tup tap tup tap dh kul 5.gee dh tunggu lame kat ap.haha srry la gee ktorg lmbt.neway bler dh sampai at bowling,at first dee n i kinda reluctant to play it.sbb cm ramai gler and for me this is the first time i play bowling in my entire life.sue me but its the truth.so ktorg pun pilih lane yg hujung and one game je.the shoes warne nye agak ceria gler.hahaha asl la buat colour cm tu.whatever it is,jo start first.2nd dee and lastly i.gee had to go home b4 6.so die x main.tukang cheer ktorg.hahaha.anyways,jo dpt strike about 3 or 4 times.dee got one and for me who play for the first time got strike olso.LOL bangge skit la.time tgh main tu ade lak cleaner kacau.time tu lak nk licin lane.buat la time sume org dh x de ke.ni x buat time org main.while we waiting of course we took pics.

thx jo cuz taking dis pic.pandai buat effect blur cantik.haha

dis is the bowling shoe colour.klaka je

dee byk shopping.haha

so after cleaner tu dh hbs buat keje die,then we continued our games.

and this the results:

johan=116
dee=80
i=72

well thats okay for me cuz 1st time main.k la tu.after that,we jln2 a bit and head home.thx jo for inviting me.i had a blast with u guys.i love to play bowling now.hahaha.pasni main bowling ramai2.jommm

harap maklum

2009-03-01T23:04:00.001+08:00

err blog page sy ni under construction.mintakk maap atas segala kesulitan.

roller coaster

2009-02-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

for the time being,my emotional like roller coaster.srry if one of my post ade yg terasa.i'm telling the truth.i'm telling u guys what i felt inside;my opinion.if anyone of you disagree with what i wrote,it's up2u.

right now i need some space.pls understand.

thank you

set the record straight

2009-02-20T13:15:00.009+08:00

let me set the record straight here.I"M NOT RICH a.k.a AKU BUKAN KAYA!!.aku x kaye okay.aku sederhana je.bler aku ckp tu,korang x caye.ckp blah arr,poyo gler x nk admit.WAT A FUCKIN ASSHOLE BULLSHIT OPINION!!dh berbuih mulut aku explain psl issue ni dr skola rendah lagi sampai la skrang.pehal ngan korang haa??x phm2 lg ke?.kalau aku ckp aku x kaye sederhana je percaye arr.korang tataw kehidupan aku sebenar.main judge je.BUTOH ARR GY MAMPOS!!eyh c'mon la duduk condominium kaye ke?x kaye.biase je wei.kerete family aku pakai pun biase2 je.x de pun bmw.x de pun mercedes.x de pun porche ke ferrari ke.mmg x de!!.shopping pun bknnyer selalu if nk beli pun kne pakai duit sendiri.byk window shopping ade ar.bler korang tanye aku nk masuk U mane,aku ckp la aku nk masuk private college.dh tu ckp wooo bdak kaye!!trust me,aku bukan org kaye okay.aku kumpul duit utk masuk college sbb aku taw ape yg aku nk.aku nk masuk college sbb aku nk study betul2,balas jasa parents yg byk sacrifice for me and adik² and having a gd future.sape x nk future kt sume bgs en.kehidupan aku pun ade gak ups and downs.tp x kn la aku nk cter kat sume org psl tu.tu dh kire family matters.korang pun x kn nk cter psl ups and downs family kat sume org?lu pikir arr sendiri wei.remember money doesnt grows on tree.we all have to work our ass out for gettin it.seriously ar en,to me there's no istilah miskin or kaye.kt sume same je.mkn pun ye,family pun ade,kwn2 pun ade,life lebey kurang same.biase la if ade problems sume tu.ups and downs.dh name manusia and kehidupan kn.and kt sume pun pijak di bumi yang same.lps ni if korang ckp aku kaya,i will said syukur alhamdulillah sbb doakan i kaya.settle sudah.as acoi said hidup ni kene pandai main.i guess he's right.as for dee,she said it's not easy to change people's opinion.yea dee,u right.it's so damn tough bler dh explain hal sebenar still org x caye.

srry sbb pakai bhs kasar.

.........

2009-02-19T10:36:00.005+08:00

friends?what is the first thing that came into your mind when u see or even heard about it?to me i assume that friends are the one who will always be there when you need them especially share probs,who will share laughter and sadness together,who will help each other and etc.that's my opinion about the word friends.lately,i've been thinking about it.thinking what will happen when all of us dh masuk U or college.are we still going to be friends?are we still contact each other??.i know it's too early to think of it but soon or later i have to face it.i'm in a situation of "x rpt" with some of my friends.i know right now sme busy ngan keje,busy ngan hidup masing2 tp ntah i dpt rase that kt ni sume cm drifting apart.i know doesnt mean if kt ni x lepak together,kt x kwn.doesnt mean if kt x contact pe sme,dh x kwn.right now tu bkn problemnyer.yg menjadi issue skrang ni is masalah communicating to each other.ntah la aku dpt rase yg kt ni kwn ke x lg.adakah aku ni kwn yg baik or kwn yg jahat kat korang,aku ade buat salah ke kat korang sampai jd cmni?.ntah la korang.tp ni ape yg aku questioning and wondering lately ni ar.let me ask u one question,if kt nk kwn ngan seseorg or sesiape je,do we need to sort them into differents groups?example,group ni bdak2 photography,group ni lak bdak2 music,group ni bdak2 tusyen.perlu ke kt buat cmtu if kt nk kwn?ade lak yg berpendapat kt patut stay ngan group yg btul2 kt rapat.lg satu perlu ke if kt nk bergaul kne ikut style?to be honestly thats an asshole bullshit opinion.srry ek aku pakai bhs kasar.to me if kt nk kwn,kt x perlu ikut sme tu.kwn je la ikut diri kt yg sebenar.yes i admit i'm girlish and u guys jenis shirt n jeans tp i x kisah ar sume tu janji kwn,i'm being myself.i dont want to be someone else just because i wanna fit in with u guys.tu dh name hypocrite and aku x ske hypocrite ni.cmni ar senang cter,it's my fault to assume u guys ni a gang sbb tu aku rase cmni kot,ntah la wei.aku cm harap gak ar kt ni sme hang out same2 tp x pun aku tgk.dh lain dh jdnyer.lg satu,dlu aku rapat gak ngan slh sorang dr nyer tp lame2 dh x rpt.aku pun tataw asl dh jd cmni.time dh change org pun change la kut.if korang x ske aku or korang cm pk aku ni x satu kepale ngan korang or pk aku ni x cukup cool nk kwn ngan korang ke,straight forward je la ngan aku dr korang kdg2 abandoned aku cmtu je.korang jgn nk deny psl abandoned aku ni.tipu ar if aku kate aku x sakit hati or terasa ngan ape korang buat en.aku tataw la if org buat cmtu kat korang,korang rase ape.tp bg aku,aku terasa gak ar.be honest arr ngan aku skrang ni.x yah pk psl guilty la pe sme bler nk ckp ngan aku.dh terlambat sgt sgt nk pk psl tu.to be honest,aku rase aku ni bodoh sbb assume kt ni one gang pdhal korang x pk pun en.nasib baik ar aku sedar cpt how stupid i am.aku tulis post ni bkn nk mencetuskn drama.srry ar if korang terasa ngan pe aku tulis ni.ni pendapat aku.aku tataw pe pendapat korang lak tp aku meluahkn ape yg aku simpan slame kt kwn ni.aku nk mintak maaf kat korang if aku ade buat pape slh.

valentine day!?

2009-02-15T18:22:00.008+08:00

wanna know with who i spend valentine day?my boyfriend???nahhhh.u wrong.i dont have bf.instead of bf i spend the day with my ohana and friends.its not wrong aite.org kesayangan kt gak tu en.huhu neways pagi smlm gy skola jap sbb ade bestarithon.lebey kurang cm carnival.x sangke lak ade carnival tahun ni.time batch dlu2 x de pon.whatever.kisah aku lak en.hahaha.dh tu jmpe gak la kwn2 ku yg dh lame x jmpe sgt.bsides that jumpe gak cikgu n junior2 cm juyi,ijan,rihan n ramai lg arr.okey tu sebelah pagi.time afternoon sampai la ptg,kemas bilik sbb ade bende baru sampai.penat x terkate okie sbb mama suruh susun furniture.kirenyer re organise balik arr.then mama got called from my aunt.she invited all of us including my grandma gy mkn2 kat blakang hotel park royal.not a fancy restaurant.just kedai mkn biase je.but the food so yummy la en.seafood babyyy!!hahaha.ade crab,prawn,nasi goreng,sayur n mcm2 lg.after dh mkn sume tu,qies nk ice cream lak.so gy la pavi dgn memakai pakaian yg sempoi.tp chill je arr en.otw to pavi dpt la lihat mcm2 ragam couple sambut valentine.dgn org jual bunga pe sme.haha klaka je.so bler dh sampai pavi nmpk la pelakon spa q ni.x de la lawa mane.biase je.den its time for ice cream at gelato.ahaha.sedapp.u shud try it.bout 11.00 pm we head home.so thats how i spend valentine day with my loved ones.

fin

my 18th bday celebration

2009-02-11T12:35:00.015+08:00

i've become18 yaww!!LOL.dh besar dh.even dh tue bak kate acoi and adzfar.hahahaha.neway this is the list who wished me:

6 feb(wished me earlier):

addlan
ishmael
siti sarah

7 feb(my bday):

my familia
mei
tim
pnut
fatin nadhirah
brr
gee
syazwan
umie
hariz(cousin)
maisara
izzat zulhilmi
facebook
aidid
fikri
ika
dayah
nadira akmel
kak adeera
janice
ijan
acoi
nadrah
mee
jo
atina
intan
hazim
rihan
tina aisha
priyani
amal hakim
ikhwan
sarah
ajay
hazwan
mun
izzat

8 feb & 10 feb

fad
alia
adzfar
mak cu
zaza

thx so much guys for wishing me.love u always.xoxo.moving on shall we!?

okies,i told my bestfriend a.k.a mei that i cant make it to prefect gathering at pizza hut due to the date which is my bday n of course lah mlm x leh as my family and i celebrate for the past 6 years.unfortunately,the celebration with family x jd cuz papa busy with his work these days.at first i'm a bit frust but then i understand.so mama took qiestina and i to pavilion searching for my present.hehehehe XD.wanna know what i got?one of my wishlist came true which is lots of clothes from forever 21.ahahahaha.love it wear it. :D.my sibs gave me a necklace which have 2 stars.qiestina chose it cuz she said i'm a cuddly cute,beautiful and shinning like a star sister.huhuhu :D

i sms mei n alan said that i'm coming to the gathering/birthday celebration.mei was excited and very delighted that i was about to came.i'm excited as well for celebrating my bday with my friends since my 12th bday party was held.long time isnt it!?.no doubt bout it tho.about 8 pm alan came picked me up and ikhwan as well.around 9 pm the feast was began.not every prefect were there due to complications they have but it's fine with me.9 peeps were there including me:mei,alan,ikhwn,atina,pnut,sarah,ajay,hazwan.ouhh i nearly forgot to tell u guys,the momment i saw mei,we r so damn freaking excited n jerit².weii dh lame x jmpe kot since her bday last yr.btol x mei??ahahhaa.when the bday cake i dunt even know its a bday cake or bday cake waffels(x kisah la) arrived,mei n others sang bday song.bout 3 minutes later,the pizza hut song came out.at first it was slow but then turn out to be like a disco music.ahahahaha.and the most funny thing is it came in 3 language!!first eng second bm and third chinese.all of us are bursting into laughed like we r so gonna explode our stomach.ahahahahahahahahaha.later on all of us head to nz and went home.to be honest,that was the best day ever and i had a blast with my friends.thx u guys for celebrating my bday especially to mei.i love you mei.i cant believe we've been best friends for freaking 11 years.it's so surreal.ouhhh and thx to pnut for the presents.it was lovely n i appreciate it.

go mei shoot him

okies that was my celebration with my friends now moving on.my celebration with my ohana the very next day 8 feb.

at noon,mama n papa had a wedding to attend.so the celebration re schedule to night.they ask me where do i want to eat.i said marche at the curve.the food are so delicious.so while i was on9 mama said check vs number on yellow pages cuz we r going there.i said y we shift the place?her reason was the curve was a bit too far.i sighed but yet again i dont care janji celebrate ngan family.i called vs to make reservations.so a woman picked it up and i said i wanna make reservations,she asked my name.n i gave my name but den good grief i dunno la she got hearing problems or wat i have to repeat my name about 7 times siap spell lg tu.hurrr.sabar je la en.around 8 pm we arrived there.the food yummy.after mkn pics time with familia and sibs.

qies love her sis

hyqal bein retarded

lovely sibs

meet my papa

mama and qies

THX SO MUCH FOR THE WISHES,PRESENT & CELEBRATION!!XOXO XD

CIRCUS

2009-02-05T11:34:00.003+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Gives you hell-the all american rejects

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
River flows in you-Yiruma

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Broken strings-james morrison ft nelly furtado

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Light on-david cook

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
crushcrushcrush-paramore

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Cry-rihanna

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I dont care-fall out boy

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Love remains the same-gavin rossdale

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Like a knife-secondhand serenade

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Half alive-secondhand serenade

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
vulnerable-secondhand serenade

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
you make it real-james morrison

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
all around me-flyleaf

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
a little too not over you-david archuleta

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
lucky-jason mraz ft colbie caillat

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
let the flames begin-paramore

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
angels-within temptations

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
broken-secondhand serenade

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
live your life-T.I feat rihanna

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
without you-hinder

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
decode-paramore

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
circus-britney spears

Tagged by Acoi.(srry la br prasan dat u tagged i tu pun shah gtaw) ahahahha :P

I tag :

mee
mei
gee
elle
tim
mai
diana
anis
nadira
fatin

bbq at alia's crib

2009-02-03T12:48:00.006+08:00

bbq ni dibuat di rumah alia.transport??kereta kembara kepunyaan mee.tukang bawak?x lain x bkn,gee sbb die sorang je leh memandu.penumpang??mee,syiro n i.janji kul 8.30 gerak tp gee lmbt so tunggu je la.dh tu bler dieorg dh sampai di dpn umah,i lak lmbt sbb ade hal skit berkaitan ngan adik.srry ye mee n gee.hehehe.lps tu gy amik syiro kat tmpt keje die.otw to alia house,ktorg story mory sambil menikmati chocolates yg gee bawak from chocz.ahahaha yummy²!:D.after arrived,ktorg sume slm ngan tetamu.masuk rumah alia,nmpk sarah.die dh lame sampai.so as usual dh lame x jmpe en,mule la rumah alia tu ktorg kasi gegar.bout 10 or 15 minutes later,the 4 a boys came.huhuhu rase cm reunion gang plak sbb sme busy ngan hal masing².papepun,the main course on dat nite is mkn².ahahaha lupekn diet pe sme.ktorg pun melantak la mcm².dh name pun bbq,so mesti la food nyer mcm². :D.sambil mkn sambil tu la update cter masing².gelak tawa cm x ingt dunie.ahahahaha.11.20 pm gerak balik umah tp sblum tu of course la amik pic en.hehehe.alia,thx for the food n jemput ktorg.syg ko.mwamwa XD

NEXT STOP:ROAD TRIP TO SUNWAY!! :D

MY 18TH B'DAY WISHLIST

2009-02-01T13:56:00.004+08:00

OMG I AM SO SO WAY CANT BELIEVE I AM TURNING 18 ON 7 FEB 2009!!!YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!SO DAMN FREAKING EXCITED!!!

anyways,here's my 18th birthday wishlist:

BDAY WISHES FROM MY BELOVED FRIENDS
RIHANNA'S CONCERT TICKET(PLS I WANT IT SO BADLY.SHE'S MY FAV SINGER;MAJOR IMPORTANTE IN MY LIFE! :D)
A SURPRISE BDAY PARTY(i always want one since my last bday party when i was 12;long time eyh)
LOT'S OF CLOTHES FROM FOREVER 21(cant resist the beautiful clothes)
LAPTOP(i've always want it since i was form 3)
LOTS OF SHOES(especially sneakers,i dont have one.lame arent i!?)
TWILIGHT CD ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK & MUSIC SCORE(either one)
CECILIA AHERN NOVELS(except for where rainbow end which i already have)
GET A BOYFRIEND FOR ME(my type would be like robbert pattinson or chace crawford & of course zac efron,if u find one of those my type of boys,please set me on a blind date.PLS & TQ.LOL!just kidding :P)
DAVID ARCHULETA CD & SECONDHAND SERENADE CD(either one)
BELANJA ME AT SUSHI KING OR SECRET RECIPE!(craving for those sushi,tempura,& banana cake chocs & lasagna!!yummy²)

i think that's all i ever wanted for my bday!i do hope when im turning 18,my life would be great with all those around me who love n care about me for who i am!

:D

so called "friend"

2009-01-27T15:24:00.003+08:00

after hbs skola,i thought kwn² akn contact to each other.cterkn ape jd dlm kehidupan dieorg after hbs skola.keje ke atau x,dh ade bf/gf ke,masuk college buat a levels ke n etc.tp ade la 2 org ni en which leh katekn both of them my friend,rapat gak ar time skola.tp lps skola ni!?,2 batang hidung bdak² ni x nmpk dh even sms or call ke x de langsung.k mayb dieorg ni busy ape en.k x pe memahami.tp kalau dh sampai kat instant messaging ni,if korang on9,to be honest aku cm exited gak arr sbb nk taw pe cter korunk skrang ni en dh lps skola ni since korang x sms or call aku tp bler aku ckp hye ape sme,satu pun x berbls.if sekali or 4 kali ke x pe mayb korunk busy ke or instant messaging korang rosak ape en.x pe aku sabar je.tp ni dh lebih dr 4 kali,pehal wei!?x yah ckp kat instant messaging ar even kat web social link ni pun korang x pernah pun kasi comment neither aku kasi comment kat korang tu pun x bls gak.aku nk tanye korang ni kwn jenis ape ek?tataw nk jwb?x pe la meh sini aku jwbkn utk korang yer.korang ni jenis kwn kat skola or tusyen bler time susah x kire dr segi pelajaran or gossip² or problem baru gedik² dtg kat aku.aku sanggup tlg korunk sbb aku consider korang kwn aku.korang pun ade tlg aku and aku appreciate sgt².terima kasih korang.tp time senang ni?ade korang tanye khabar aku?ade korunk ajak aku lepak skali?ade korunk ajak gy road trip?jawapan nyer x de en.btul x?.ni arr dikatekn korang ni jenis "LUPE KWN".aku taw ar korang kwn ngan bdak² hot skrang en.korang siap lepak lg tu.aku x mrh korang kwn ngan dieorg.aku x jeles pun ngan korang.tp yg aku mrh sgt ngan korang,korang ni x reti menghargai aku as kwn korang.korang so easily lupekn aku.So ni la dikatekn both of u ditching a friend over bdak² hot.aku ckp kat sini bkn nk jd drama queen or ape tp aku ckp kat sini sbb aku mempertikaikn layanan korang kat aku.sudahlah n cukuplah.I DONT EVEN NEED U GUYS IN MY LIFE.aku x perlu so called "friend" cm korang ni yg mudah lupekn kwn disebabkn bdak² hot tu.if aku jmpe atau terserempak ngan korang ke,aku buat bodo je ngan korang even mase amik result spm pun nnt.if korang ckp aku sombong,asl buat mke cm x knal korang n etc,here i got one advice:HEY CERMIN DIRI DLU B4 NK CKP APE² PUN!!.my ego will be highly increased towards both of u right now.i will do it and i meant it with what i said.bunyi cm mementingkn diri tp tu la kenyataan dan realiti.if korang x stuju ngan ape aku ckp ni,up2u tp aku ckp ni mmg btul dan aku ade kwn² yg stuju ngan ape aku ckp ni since dieorg pun knal korang en.

p/s: post ni ditujukn kpd siapa mkn cili die terasa pedas,org tu la yg aku maksudkn.

i hate being sicko

2009-01-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

sighed;afiqah,afiqah,afiqah.see the consequences about having 2 jobs.see right now u having a fever and ur whole body aching.but i dunno whether the fever ade kaitan with my jobs tho.my dad off to jakarta 2morro and mama always said,if papa nk gy mane² jauh,mesti one of u(i,hyqal n qies)sakit.but my fever dh okie a bit for now.

kindly unspoken

2009-01-18T17:48:00.005+08:00

the truth is hiding in your eyes
and its hanging on your toungue
just boiling in my blood

those words were taken by decode,paramore.there's a reason why i like those words.lots of wondering and questions running deep within inside of me lately.i kept this questions for the past 5 months.this questions which it may have or have not the answers.the answers to my questions lies with xy.for me it's so surreal for this to be happened in my life though.I'm so confused, I must be losing it, this can't be right.until one day,i knew the answer.to be honest,that answer;i dont know whether is it the truth but to me the truth or the answer that i knew wasnt still convincing to me.i felt like the truth is still hiding in you.i dont even know why you dont have the guts to confront with me or was it you still feel scared inside to tell me the real truth!?.this situation kinda make me boiling in my blood sometimes.i did confront but it seems you doesnt help me at all to clear things up.in the end,those questions remain in myself til now.so i just wonder why and just have to find out,was it something i said to you or was it something we cant work through or was it something i made you do or was that something you!?.it's tears me up.i try to hold on but it hurts too much and it's not enough to make it all okay.to me the truth that i knew,it hurts and lies are much worse.sometimes i'm bold and brash;sometimes i'm prone to crash,sometimes i said too much;sometimes it's not enough but please do tell me so that i'm not sad or hurt this much.mon ami's said this is just misunderstanding.you should take things seriusly.ouh well it seems badly damaged.you left me all alone to fix it,you dont even help me neither you try at all.you just look n turn away pretend as this is never happened.i'm saying this not because i'm angry or unsatisfied with all had happened.i'm saying this because i want your answer to my questions and the only truth.i could take it if i knew just why i waste my time thinking about this.i do hope this will be like it used to but it seems to me,there's no way or another way to solve.whatever it's going to be after this,if you read this post,just so you know that i'm sorry if i do anything wrong to you.you such a nice friend.you are a great listener whenever i have problems.i wish you good luck in everything you do in your life.knowing you was the best and i'm glad and very delighted that u became my friend. :D.there i've said it;i'll let it all out.to be honest,this is what i felt deep inside within me for the past 5 months without anyone knew it how i really felt but i'm happy and yet to be strong and get over with it.

thank you very much for your time to read my heart content.

evening with alia

2009-01-15T16:09:00.002+08:00

at 4.06 pm i received sms from alia yg menyatakan do i want ole²,if nk dtg k4.ahahahha of course la nk kn.sape x nk ole²!?.huhu :D.so around 4.30 i arrived.cr alia kat food court.bler dh jmpe ape lg en,ahahahha mcm2 cter kluar such as her experience at europe,education n gossip² yg terkini :P.plus yg paling best skali,alia dh potong rmbt!!!her hairstyle make her look so cute.agagaga.alia if ko bace post ni,mesi ko senyum kucing en sbb aku puji ko.ahahahaha. :D

i tink around 5.30 or 6 pm,ktorg blah from k4 tp x balik rumah pun cuz teman her sis gy eurosense jap.sambil tunggu her sis tu ckp ngan consultant(i think)ahahaha,ktorg ni pun duduk la kat tmpt fish spa menghabiskan cter yg x dihabiskn di k4.

pas2,ktorg pun balik.so tu la cter nyer.

fin

so not sweet escape

2009-01-14T11:51:00.004+08:00

i have been busy lately of course with work.in fact all my friends busy with their work.i miss them a lot and so so so damn damn much.sighed,tataw la bler leh hang out.hope we meet all together soon do the usual stuff we used to.huhuhu.

monday lepas,as usual i went to papa office.key in the quotations and stuff.at 5 pm shoot terus gy kumon.i tink i lmbt bout 15 minutes.aunty fairuz dh call mama asking bout me pukul brape nk masuk keje?
oops mmg sah la i lmbt.hahahaha :P.there's a reason y i lmbt sbb menunaikn solat asar terlebih dahulu.nasib baik aunty fairuz x marah.hehehehe :D.thx 4 ur understanding aunty.i promise i wont dtg lmbt lagi.

i buat my work as usual iatu marking mathematic papers which is all da papers ni sme dlm folder dgn name bdak² kecil yg sgt comel.kene marking ikut buku jawapan then record it.papers byk yg nk kne marking??yes of course mmg byk gler especially mark paper bdak level a.tp da funny part is tgk bdak² buat classwork.mcm² ragam including muhammad,mee little brother.speaking of him,baru teringt he came infront of the desk which is tmpt duduk teachers,he look at me and said "cmner kakak ni boleh keje sini jadi teacher?die kwn kakak kite".we all smile n laugh a bit cuz the expression and his tone very funny.hahaha mee,i mmg x sangke muhammad cmtu org nyer.menghiburkn hati the teachers.thanks muhammad.habis keje x tentu.sometimes 10.30pm,11pm and even 12 am.on monday tu i was thinking nk balik at 10pm due to my comp test on tuesday which is yesterday.nk study la a bit en sbb b4 dis x study sgt pun.heh :P.unfortunately,there's still a lot of papers kne mark.so not sweet escape.hurrr.so finally i went home at 11 pm.ate my dinner,having some talk wit my parents,study for comp test and zzzzz.

edu fair

2009-01-13T11:03:00.005+08:00

edu fair was held on 10 jan & 11 jan at kl convention centre.

Saturday,10 jan
my mom came along with me just to gather information about what course i'm going to take after i get my spm result.to be truthful,i'm more interested in computing course compared to engineering or medic or even accounts.when we reach there,i realised there are many college to be choose from.Inti college is the very first booth we went.we went other booths too such as sunway college,taylor college,monash university college,kdu and lastly monash university college.basically they ask me what course i'm interested,what's my forecast result and etc.they explain to me in computing are divide into 2 courses which is information technology and computer science.information technology is less techniqal than computer science but whatever it is if i want to take this course i have to do foundation or diploma.thank goodness they have scholarship but still it depends on my spm result.eventhough they explain to me,i have to explain again to my dad since he were away played golf with his amigos.shortly after that,my mom and i went to secret recipe for our lunch.the bill was on me.ahahahahha.the very first time i "blanje"my mom.about 1 hour later,we head home.ouh yea i forgot to mention,i met my beloved friend,ika which i havent see her in very long time.yet still i miss ika,brr,nadrah,nadira and aimi too.not forget too my close friends,alia,mee,gee and syiro.miss u guys weii.bler nk lepak ni!?

Sunday,11 jan

still went to edu fair since it was the last day.this time i brought my family.went to the college booths again and my dad get the crystal clear about the course i'm going to take.now it's down to two college i'm going to enter either taylor or inti.i'll see about that later.my brother n i went to kinokuniya since both of us dh lame sgt² x gy situ.ohohoho.i met fila and umirah.we chit chat a bit and later back home.

truly i am sorry

2009-01-08T12:46:00.003+08:00

i said to her that there's available spot for her to join us.i gave her the details n she agreed to join.when i knew that she agreed,i am so so excited because that place i got no friends,i barely knew and of course close to me.that night after i pray,i doakn so that she got the spot..so i gave her the lady number so that she can called and ask the lady about the spot.she said to me that she so scared to call the lady.i gave her support and she called the lady.shortly after that,she sms me saying that the spot already full and she felt frustrated.at that point,i am totally disappointed.not just that,i felt like the guilt is running through my adrenaline rush.i replied her sms;maybe the lady have found someone and i am so sorry.truly i am.she replied me back;nevermind,x de rezeki.

although she said that,i can sense that she felt so dissapointed and frustrated.i think i gave her hope because the lady said to me that the place is lack of people instead the hope,her hope for god sake shatterable just like that.

truly i am so so sorry.i feel so so guilty right now.just name it whatever you want me to do so that i can be forgiven.i really dont want because of this,both of us mcm gaduh or x ckp to each other.no no no i dont want that to happen.

this post is dedicated to one of my close friends.

once again,truly i am sorry.

:'(

W to the O to the R to the K

2009-01-06T12:57:00.003+08:00

ahaa smlm my first day of work with papa but under circumstances,i x jd.so den my mom ajak i gy klcc cuz nk gy bank then she said to me kut² ade part time ke,gy la cari.at first i teman my mom gy bank.num giliran tu 2168.so punye la lame kne wait.then my mom said gy la cari any vacancy.so i ni pun pusing la every floor n tgk shop yg ade available vacancy.here it goes:

REPLAY(vacancy:part time or full time)

I :hello excuse me miss,i'm looking for part time job.

specky : ouh i'm sorry,the vacancy is for guys only.girls already full.

I :it's okay.thank you

HELLO ASL X TULIS KAT NOTICE TU VACANCY FOR GUYS!!ngot nget

den i back to the bank,tgk² my mom still waiting.she ask me ade x?den i said ade kat replay tp utk GUYS je.girls dh penuh.shortly after that,dh settle with bank n etc.my mom n i decide to pusing² cari any vacancy yg available.next stop;

GIRLS(sales assistant,with or without experience,female)

my mom approach to the cashier is there available vacancy for me,trus the lady ckp ouh srry it's full already.pdhal tampal notice vancancy tu.nk taw ape reason die?cuz i'm malay.hello peeps LET ME REMIND U,m'sia is a multicultural citizens.yg ko nk RACIST sgt tu psl??x sangke gak ek ade peeps cmtu lg.ape dh lupe psl sejarah?tlg ar DUN BE SO SHALLOW!!

after dh blah from that shop,my mom n i pusing lg.finally jmpe gak.next stop:

RISIS(sales assistant,able to work full time)

my mom insist me masuk and asked bout it.so i talked to this guy,he asked me so many question like how old am i(typical question),am i able to work for full time,are you in national service,why do u want to work here?n etc

so after answer his question,he gave me a form for me to filled.so i filled and gave it to him.then he asked me can i do with marketing n etc,i said yea sure i can.i said to him when i was in form 4 i joined youth enterprise n i held the human resource director n of course with sales n everything i can do plus im a school prefect.he said ouh okay so u mean u have leadership skills?i said yes.he said i will inform to my general manager a.s.a.p to call u.i said okays.

pas2 i just notice dat risis ni satu floor ngan chocz.gy je la en,kut² gee ade.ahahahha tgk² gee ade!!kacau die jap.lol.ktorg pun borak² sambil gee terang ape perise in each chocolate displayed.ahahaha.dpt gak jmpe gee.lame x jmpe.mee,alia n sme² jom arr lepak k.

KUMON

my mom n i pun went home.otw home tu lak,i told my mom,i thought nk keje kat kumon for my part time at time being la waiting risis to call me.my mom called cikgu fairuz ade x part time n she said ade.my mom asked her bler leh start?she said right away at 6 pm.so my mom okay i will sent her.ahaa so bermule la my part time job at KUMON.marking paper n record it every monday n thursday.gaji?okay la.not bad at all.cume time nk balik tu cm x tentu either balik in range of time 11 til 12 am.depends on kertas for mark.yesterday i start at 6pm n went home at 11.30pm.tu pun kertas x hbs mark.so can u imagine betape byknyer kertas utk ditande.

mee pun nnt join with me.huhu im so so excited!!welcome to the marking kumon world!!.LOL

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-01-01T17:25:00.004+08:00

sempena menyambut new year,mlm td gy celebrate with my family.mkn at cosy house,great eastern.not just celebrate new year la,celebrate cuz of my brother pmr result.he got 4 a's.dat's okie for a boy i guess.lol
im happy for him neway.

so tepat kul 12 am,percikan bunga api mencurah-curah.ahaha k dh merepek dh ni.dush².from my house,nmpk la fireworks from blakang nz,kat tmn melawati,taman permata,keramat n yg paling best nyer kat GENTING!!.seriusly shit i tell u,i tink dh 2 years x nmpk fireworks kat genting cuz of da stupid fog.but luckily nmpk gak dis year.huhu

so dgn semangat nyer,i took some pics n susprisingly da pics i took cm leh main teka teki gamba je.i sound like crazy ryt.ahaha.see it for urself.

yg ni nmpk cm penguin berkumpul

dis one look like rat

yg ni cm wolf kut.lol :P

yg ni tataw lak hahah

ni cm minimoys marching

Sayonara 2008

2008-12-31T15:36:00.006+08:00

2008 has been a great year for me.there are up's n down's in my life in no matter incident or situation or even moment.but i guess the up's n down's are just perfectly normal in our life's.so here's my life journey through 2008.

EARLY YEAR

i kick off the early year with school which i realise this year is going to be humungous impact due to SPM examination.

VACATION

on 9 feb until 12 feb,my family n i off to bandung,indonesia.i remember it well when papa said to me,enjoy this vacation while u still can b4 u crack ur brain 4 ur spm.of course i had a blast.bandung is like the famous shopping destination cuz believe me kat sane the price mmg la sgt sgt sgt murah.of course we shop til we drop.lol :P

EDUCATION

well for the education part,i know that this year i have to study a lot for the sake of school xm,trials n of course spm.seriusly i byk main than study.in the month of june br nk start study like btul².so my advise to all the bakal² form 5,dont be like me la yer.

THE MELTDOWN'S

to be honest with u guys,i also had the meltdown's.hey who doesnt have meltdown in their life right!?if they dont have,they must be E.T!! :P

a) my bday on 7 feb which turn out to be the very first day of chinese new year.so byk la kedai tutup.susposed my aunt,cousins,n my grandma celebrate my bday at noon but apparently my parents were working so my aunt,cousins n my grandma left early bcuz kedai byk tutup on dat day.i cried seriusly cuz at dat time,i felt like no one want to celebrate my bday.later that night,my fam n i went to fish manhattan to celebrate n i've got wat i always wanted,my very own camera.happy la en.huhu

b)the drama's dat happened in my life of course especially in "friendship".there's alot which i can say countless.

c) also i had meltdown in prefects work n stuff.the tension which i cant take it sometime.all those "gile kuase" n etc matter but it turn out very well eventually.i cried alot if x caye ask mei.haha :P

d) i have to admit that majlis restu is my biggest meltdown this year.huu :D

FRIENDSHIP

in my chapter of life,there's so much going on with friendship.its like this year i had been tested with all those "drama's","backstabber","hilang kwn","leftout" n etc.i have face alot with all kinds of situation regarding friendship.whatever it is,i deal with it n thank god sume settle.there's no more fighting n stuff.although there's some things that well i guess cant fix it already.i just wanna say to all of my friends once again altho majlis restu dh buat hari tu en,i'm so so so srry if i make u guys "marah","kecik hati" with what i said or wat i do,make u felt "uncomfortable","leftout" n etc.im so so srry.im just a human being who tend to make mistakes.there arent any perfect human beings in these world.

to *toot²*,im so so so srry k if u felt dat way.pls forgive me.i want us to be friends again like we used to but i guess its impossible for that to happen.if this is what u want then i completely understand.

i also want to say thx alot to my friends who stick with me n be there for me whenever i need u guys.u guys mean a lot to me. xoxo

MOST MEMORABLE MOMMENTS

i had so many memorable momments this year which is very priceless n i will cherish it til i die.here's some of it:

a) the atmosphere in my class 5 cekal.amar with his singing,dancing n lawak.miss it so much.my clique(alia,mee,gee,syiro,alan,afif,amar n adzfar) gossiping time,study together,etc.thx for making my year so cheerful.x lupe jugak to my other classmates.its nice to know u all.

b) the very last prefect dinner.

c) my clique gy mkn at johnny's jj.hahaha sumpah i x kn lupe

d) pangku memangku in syiro car.hahaha n of course video gee tu. :P

e) sVian prom night 2008.we all dancing like who cares about the world.

f) the very last day of school n dat night watch twilight with my friends

g) lepak at times bookstore pavilion.which b4 dis i x pernah lepak at bookstore.i had lots of fun.exploring all kind of books n read it.

h) sVian senior graduation ceremony

ACCIDENT

ouh yes i nearly forgot,time sukan tara i tink, after i lompat jauh n i felt like my foot bengkak or sumthin.but lame² sakit gler sampai i cant even barely walk.so gy la check kat doctor,doctor ckp my bones patah.i tink sebulan i x gy skola cuz of it.i kne gne tongkat which seriusly mmg penat gler pakai bende tu wei.dis thing like happened for the very first time in my entire life.

so that's particularly glimpse of my 2008 life chapter.being a senior in my school,sume effort for study,the drama's,the memomarable moments n etc i wont forget it.
so i will officially say SAYONARA 2008.thx a lot for making my life sort of like sugars n spices.

i hope 2009 will be a better year for me.

Mission accomplished

2008-12-27T14:34:00.002+08:00

The day after i finished my spm,my mission are:

1.paint my room
2.gather all da books n papers to recycle
3.organised my novels n magazines
4.ditch all da habuks-habuks
5.put radio in my room
6.organised my closet

so,finally my mission is completely accomplished by 2day!!

ryt now i want ice cream from gelato.navy blue is my fav!!

:D

Au revoir alia

2008-12-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

i sms alia jst now sayin have nice hols n safe trip.remember us n keep update us wat she's been doin.

she reply thx..she afraid nk masuk cabin.ahahaha adoiyai alia bwat pe la nk takot.klaka je la ko ni doe.n probably die dh berlepas.

so AU REVOIR babe.gonna miss u!!

it's my day with my girlfriends

2008-12-23T23:30:00.007+08:00

2day,i teman my mom n siblings go to jj au 2.just wanna check out how da shoppin mall n beli brg skola my bro n sis.da place is big.quite okay la.den one incident mmg kire cm unexpected gler babeng ar.my mom ni ask la sorang promoter mamat ni en ask bout where is da school shoes so i ni pun cm skali imbas je la pandang mke mamat ni cm pernah jmpe tp x ingt mane.so pas2 buat bodo je la en lyn adik-adik ku.and then my mom decided gy jj w.maju cuz jj au2 ni x byk sgt choices like jj w.maju.ktorg balik rumah dlu as in my mum nk amik my dad trousers gy potong.shortly i saw my grandma n asked her lets go to jj with us.so den she agreed.so bler dh sampai,beli all da skewl stuff n lunch.ouhh yea i jumpe gak my friend man,ermm sape lg ek ahaa yes divya.my bro has finally decided to cut his hair.so otw nk gy kedainye,i saw cikgu nizam with his wife.so den i received an sms from unknown num which turn out actually dat da promoter mamat tu is my ex.well lyn je la sms die altho i really dont want to.ntah at dat point i felt like really² rimas with him.ouhh watever.so later after dat i received an sms by my dearest friend,mee saying gee n alia ajak hang out at jj.which was great cuz i kat jj time tu.so my mom n others left me.so i have to wait for mee n others bout like one hour.so den i was liked wat am i goin to do while waiting for them??.i go to MPH bookstore.ahaha menghilangkn kebosanan ye dgn menjadi ulat buku sebentar.i running through da shelves lookin da novels yg interesting.i picked up novel big bones by meg cabot n sat at one corner.meg cabot is one of my fav authors.i read it til page 100.den i was like okay,dis is da most boring novel meg cabot ever written.so i get my booty up, return da novel di tmpt sepatutnye n lookin for novels yg interesting utk di bace.mase cari² da novels terserempak la ngan mee's cousin,aishah.we chit chat a bit.

bout 20 minutes after dat,alia sms saying she arrived already.den lepak la kat foodcourt.after dat mee,syiro,gee with her cute cute sis saleha came.so pe lg en,mmg ktorg kasi gegar foodcourt tu ngan gossip² terhangat sambil menikmati ABC.LOL.

bout 6.45 pm we all heading home.actually mee's home as i have to filled my UPU application.my internet sumpah bangang gler babeng ryt now.grrr!!.ktorg ni sme naik la kete syiro.ahahah part ni i really wont forget it until i die.there are five of us including syiro.so terpakse la pangku en sbb x muat.alia n mee kne pangku i.ahaha sumpah mmg gelak gler² time tu.srry alia n mee if ur kaki penat sbb pangku i.thx to syiro parents n too u too syiro!!

shortly after dat we arrived at mee's house.salam with her mom n siblings.mee's house really cosy.when we enter mee's room,kak deera tgh finish up her blog.after dat,i filled da form n ate dinner.mee's mom masak.sedap!!reminds me of my mom cookin tho.after dh mkn pe sme,we all bukak you tube tgk gee's video.ahahaha.we all LOL like hell.gee's mom arrived.so we all chit chat.n da best part is gee took mee n i jln2 around sec 5 with her gen 2.best okay.den i went to home with my parents.

alia will be leaving to europe.i will miss u babe.have lots of fun there.keep us update with ur activities there.

thx a lot u guys 4 da last minute hang out.i really enjoy it.dun forget bout our sleep over kays.

TO MY DEAREST MON AMI'S:

mee: gd luck with ur job.thx 4 remind me bout 4 not bein a last minute person :P
gee:fikir masak² bout da two jobs.compared it n choose da best.
alia:jgn lupekn ktorg bler ko dh kat sane,ole² bwk la ye. :P

syiro:srry sgt² kt x amik pic time kat jj.tu la sibuk sakan gossip sampai lpe.srry k.lps ni
kt sme kuar,kt amik pic byk2 k.

diva's

as muhammad said sme org tutup mulut kecuali kakak ni(alia)

smile

gee n alia

filled UPU application

mee showing her work clothes.u rock girl!

meet saleha.aint she cute?

Twilight

2008-12-21T15:47:00.006+08:00

ohohoho i almost la sgt sgt sgt yg teramat forgot to tell u guys!!on 27 nov 2008,da day we all finish our spm with screaming,mercun n etc as a celebration of we all r so deadly over SPM,my clique decided to watch twilight at tgv klcc dat night.so mee n i gy skali naik lrt.mee look so beautiful dat day.very girlish thx to her sis, kak deera.tp one thing je mee ckp "mee x leh tinggal kasut everlast,kne pakai gak".haha.i remember it well.
so after dh sampai kat klcc,mee n i saw dis bunch of girls still wearing school uniform.both of us said "gler celebrate pakai bj skola".we laugh after we said it.but i guess dieorg pakai tu cuz ye la hari tu last day of skewl en.last day of wearing school unifrom.last jmpe kwn2 yg kt slalu jmpe kat skola. all of us going in our separate ways after this.

so after dat,both of us gy food court cuz my beloved stomach dh bunyi cm "krut kret krut kret"!hahahaha :P.so after pusing one round kat food court tu,finally i bought food at yoshinoya.sedap yum yum yum!!

shortly after mee n i sat down,alia,gee n da fab 4 A(alan,amar,adzfar n afyf) came.den gee said dat she saw dee,hanif n naqib just around da corner.after dat dey join us.at 9.10 pm we all go to the cinema as da movie start at 9.20 pm.susprisingly at dat particular time,leh katekn rombongan smk sek 5 w.maju has been arrived to watch twilight.ahahhaa.da peeps including i,alia,gee,mee,alan,amar,adzfar,afyf,syahir,ganageas,
fendi,amal,fad,hanif,naqib,dee,nazmi n kasyful.ramai en?huhuhu.

so basically,da movie was okay 3.5 stars i rate it.tp buku nyer lg la best than movie la.huhuhu.of course dlm cinema terutamanye kaum XX gasping,susprise n were like omg! omg! cuz of THE CULLENS.especially da boys!they r so breathtaking n of course HOT!!!!.i wish i had a bf like edward cullen(angan² je).i find he is so protective,loving n care bout bella.he willl do watever it takes to protect bella as he said to bella(in da movie) u are my life ryt now.ahaha gler ingt dialog aku ni.*wink²* :D

so movie nyer abis kul 11.30 pm if im not MISTAKEN la en.huhuhu.later we all sme balik rumah ye except alia,mee n gee dieorg gy mkn i tink after dat.ahaks

n as for my conclusion,after da movie was released here in m'sia,the unfamous of Twilight saga has become a huge phenomenon n famous in m'sia.can u imagine da saga were sold out within a few days?!.i hope they will enjoy reading da saga as they will find it more complexity between edward,bella n jacob in each novels as i did.

p/s: lucky of me i already got da complete Twilight Saga way way way way way b4 i sat my SPM xm! :P