Scarlet Letter

hello blogspot!! :)

If you read this I just wanna say that I'm sorry if my confession hurt you or you feel another way round.You know I never meant to hurt you but these past few days,why u act like this?why you're doing this "kindly unspoken" to me?for your information,i feel so damn badly hurt by your act.if you got problems,just tell me.already remind you please be honest with me.ouhh and thanks to you yesterday i've cancelled my plans with him because of you.definitely you would be happy right if you knew!?.

i dont understand you anymore.am i nothing to you now? or you already feel bored with me?.just tell me.doesnt matter rather than this silence.although in the end i would be bleeding inside.

i know i'm not the best for you but just please stop treating me like this.if this still continues,i'm sorry i guess we just have to be ........
i couldn't even say the word but i think thats the best way.i cant keep hurting.enough of me getting hurt for 4 years straight.and i wish not from you.but it already happened. ;'(

Right now,i feel like one minute it's love and suddenly it's like a small battlefield.

This is not my thinking too much words.This is what i felt deep inside me.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up.If a guy..punches you he likes you.Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.Every movie we see,every story we're told implores us to wait for it,the third act twist,the unexpected declaration of love,the exception to the rule.But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we dont learn how to read the signs.How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't,the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy,maybe...it's you,on your own picking up the pieces and starting over,freeing yourself up for something better in the future.Maybe the happy ending is..just..moving on.Or maybe the happy ending is this,knowing after all the broken-hearts,through the blunders and misread signals,through all the pain and embarrassment,you never gave up hope.

i never thought you confess to me about it today.please dont feel regret and dont feel down.it's okay we can still be friends.u're a great person as far as i known you.i like to be friends with you.
and im glad to know you.

=D

talking to u at 3 am today makes me feel okay a bit although our conversation just normal.although the memories are came back alive but i dunno,it seems like its gone for awhile when i talk to you.

thanks for make me laugh a bit.
<3